I’m going against church life/local churches/Lord’s Recovery. I was a member starting from year 2011. I last visit to a meeting hall was at early 2019. Now I’m outspoken critic against Witness Lee’s cult. I don’t care about the counter arguments by fellow members because I won’t change my stance. I’m not willing to exercise my spirit to chant many different verses, even to the point my throat hurts. The footnotes often contain bias towards non church life Christians. Witness Lee is not my hero anymore and I have curses to speak against him (although he’s long dead).